and the last goes to Jaejoong!XD I love his coat!omg~ in this winter, it must be very warm.xD. too bad i already bought a coat 2 weeks ago.=( it's so hard to find the long one like jj's.><.
The first time i read JYJ 1st concert i started crying AGAIN, in such a long time I cried over them, finally i shed tears again.
I couldn't stop my tears after i watched the fancam junsu was crying while singing something about goodbye in the middle of the song. Nongie said they sang it special for their friends, who else beside homin whom they might miss so much for now?=(
Just now, i looked at soompi to know more about yesterday concert, and still the three of them were crying at the end of the concert. Here are some fan accounts:
onetvxqforums Saying goodbye now. Jae bit his lip in order not to cry but he ended up crying so hard, he had to use hand to cover his mouth.
onetvxqforums Yoochun holding back his tears, Junsu's also crying. (via @linhkawaii)
onetvxqforums Jae was crying even on his way to backstage. JYJ Thanksgiving Live has ended. (via @linhkawaii)
onetvxqforums Something random that they said "A journey ended. New journey is starting." (via @linhkawaii)
@teefahneee: my heart shatters just watching those tears being held back or running down their cheeks. them choking in tears makes me want to cry aloud..
source: Twitter
Fanaccount Day 2:
Im so emotional right now but i will try to tell you as much as i can. Today was as good as yesterday. Not much different. A few of the times when the spoke was different. The only major difference was the very end. after the boys performed the last song they spoke some more and i knew it was something relatively important/serious because everyone got really quiet and many fans started crying. i myself started crying. you could see tears in the boys eyes, but they managed not to shed them. later, after their finals bows, jaejoong was getting off the stage and heading to the backstage and that is when he started crying really hard. hand over mouth, red eyes. my spot today was on the floor but behind the main stage, and i couldnt see the other 3 branch stages. had to look at the screen or watch the trios backs/butts most of the time. but it was still amazing to see the boys and hear them. i seriously cant stress enough how amazing the are on stage. definitely born to perform. i had a couple of japanese english students guide me through one of the major shrines in tokyo and we thru a coin and prayed/wished for something. my wish was that the boys be healthy, happy, and continue to do what they love to do..sing and perform, whether it be as 3 or as 5, ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH! I love you TVXQ, all the memebers and the group as a whole. I will never forget the last two days and the emotion and energy you bring to the stage. I will work hard so that i can see you perform live again. AKTF
c: swisschoco @soompi
I wish i can saw the 3 of em crying with fans.><. but i haven't found it yet. I juz found a pict of junsu crying 3 days ago~but i won't post it here.hehe.. i dunno if avex already deleted some fancams on youtube, but anyone who wants to watch the fancam may search utube.XD. Btw, about this concert like i told above about my feelings, i really don't know how to put up. Umm... When i heard about JYJ were going to held thanksgiving concert, i was really upset because there'll be just the 3 of them, and where's homin??TT TT. So, i just have two different thoughts about it, it could be that they just wanna meet and keep in touch with fans, dont want to make fans are waiting and might forget tvxq? or they want to make a further trio group? I know the 2nd one seems harsh but i couldn't help not to think of it anymore.
I really curious of their real feelings although some cassies said they believe in JYJ and will keep waiting for tvxq comeback while the others are just ignore it and don't want really believe in them. Its so hard for me to make own decision, my thought just dont want to choose one of them, so sometimes i support them and sometimes i do not. Thats my personality that mostly doesn't have my own thoughts beside thinking the same like the two different thoughts.>0<. so confusing, nee? I wonder if HoMin were watching those fancams or not, or they might be pray for JYJ and curious what were they doing and so on.=(.again I wish i can know wat are they doing now.huahua *looks like stalker,huh*:p. The next post, imma talk about changmin!! spazzing about him again since like a hundred yearss!!lol *exaggerating*
