This's dedicated for my best friend eva! Her dad just passed away 3 days ago... I feel so sad.. I was really shock at that time, coz I've been with her dad bfore, we went together to waterboom and I stayed at her house. Her dad is such amazing father. He's so nice and funny.. I like her dad! I know that she loves him so much, she always proud of him. But, there's no one who can change the past.. We have to face the reality although it does feel really horrible. ;(
R.I.P him *my dad's friend*. Hope he can rest peacefully beside jesus christ and still seeing his family from heaven.=)
So, my friend, I do feel sorry until now. If i remember it, i always have teary-eyed and when i pray for u and your family sometimes I cry..bcause I know what you feel right now.. I don't know what will happen to me if that's happen to my family. I'm worried about you. ><. But, I know, among all my besties, you're the most though one, you can think positively and rarely to get stressed. I know you can take care of yourself, so you will also take care of your mom and brother for your father.
You know, I'm always here beside you *not physically*, like I always pray for you and the other friends also. *I swear*
So, i hope you will not change~ you will always be a cheerful girl, a laughable one, besties who always take care of me every time I'm sad and not in good mood. I'm afraid you will be affected and change into someone i don't know..because usually people who depressed will change their personality so easily. But, I have a feeling you will not be like that.=))
Remember, that your dad always there seeing you although you will not notice it..and he will be happy there when you're still the same like he always be there for you before , you're his only beloved daughter. All your friends always support you and be there for you, so don't be sad anymore, okay?
When I meet you, I want to see you smile happily again..i want you to have a good time.
Be though! be happy always! I love and miss you so much...
“Good friends are like stars.... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there”
your besties,
Chrezz~
Well, something new! this's time is not Changmin~lol..coz he's still busy of his shooting.. I saw changmin photos in airport when they *homin* went to japan, but he looked skinner..i'm so sad..;( so, i dont want to share it here..I hope he will take care of himself and eat a lot while 'jaejoong hyung' is not there *beside him* to feed him up. :(
so, i want to share of new jaejoong and junsu's musical performance. =)
I think Jaejoong wanna do a big change.ckck.. this's great enough, but i prefer him with black or dark hair colour.
and ya know! the boot he wore are woman's and from aussie and new zealand, it's a famous brand and so expensive. I might buy it later while saving my money.huahua..XD btw, i want his bag either!! >< ahh jeje always fashionable~
and xiahzart is coming!! This's so cool, I got shivering watching it.hehe.. Im and surely cassiopeia r so proud of u junchan~ good job kamo butt.hehe.. :P
^ I know the title kinda weird, but it's a reality. 2 days ago I went to korean mart to buy 2 solreim for my friends. When I came, there're 2 boys, 1 girl. The guy greeted me 'annyeong haseo' *they thought me korean for the 2nd time, and actually I want to answer 'annyeong', but i juz nodded a bit and whisper hello.lol. I'm shy.. :p. Then when I wanted to pay for my things, the girl asked me in korean if i want to use plastic or not, because i've been asked like dat last time and i said 'sorry?' :P *actually i wanted to say "sorry im korean,but i cant speak korean".lol wat a liar*XD. then she said sorry and translated in english.
SO!! for the 2nd time i know wat it means and i juz shake my head and whisper no. then she told me the amount i should pay *in korean of course*, because i already know how much they are, i juz gave the money, and she gave the change to me while saying 'kamsahamnida'. Then, when I was gonna leave, im whisper and say kamsahamnida, *im sure she didnt hear it*XD.
ROFL. It's so fun for me!XD. I feel bad coz I didnt honest, and I didnt answer in korean.. i shud answered 'andwe or sumting that means 'no''.lmao~
Well, last time the other girls always know that im not korean, she sure has a great eyes.haha..XD. but for the 2 last time, they really think im korean.XD.cool.huakaka..
I don't know for next time, i want to ask someone to accompany me, coz im shy to go there.lollol
Long time no come here cuz ive a lot of things to do this month,, although today is not really goin well, i hv to still go on until the last omnth and ready for holiday! so hwaiting for me!XD
I mizz changmin so badly.. ;(
[VIDEO] Changmin Supports His Hyungs
-> Tohoshinki - The Secret Code Live at Tokyo Dome - Kiss The Baby Sky
Watch 2:45 onward. Changmin supports Yoochun's high notes.
Translation
When his hyungs are in a difficult spot, the youngest steps out to support them.
On DBSK's 4th comeback stage, all the members caught a cold, on that day Jaejoong's condition was the most serious. Now please watch Changmin.
Jaejoong who is affected by his cold is finding it hard to sing. Changmin is watching him worriedly.
Once his part is over, he turns to watch Jaejoong again.
He continues to watch Jaejoong to make sure he's okay.
During the adlib part, Changmin watches Jaejoong struggle with the notes and watches him worriedly. Even though Jaejoong sings well, Changmin still seems to be unsettled and worried.
2007.11.16 THSK is performing Forever Love. On that day, everyone was down with a cold again. It was hard on all of them once again, but Junsu particularly was hit the hardest.
Once again, observe Changmin.
Changmin who is watching Junsu from time to time.
When Junsu has to hit his high notes, his voice sounds like he is struggling.
Changmin continues to watch over Junsu.
Suddenly, he raises his mike and follows Junsu's high notes.
(@1.46, OMG I never even noticed although I've watched this performance tens of times. Compared this with the original Forever Love performance in Bigeast and this is supposed to be Junsu's solo.)
Changmin is still worried and keeps continues watching Junsu.
Listen to it one more time, Changmin's voice is supporting Junsu's.
YH: our youngest, changmin. actually although we joke around a lot, changmin has the deepest thoughts in thsk, and he knows how to manage and support this hyungs well.
There are times where Changmin displays his charm as the youngest but there are also times that he is as mature as his hyungs. Your thoughts are always the deepest; one whom THSK cannot do without. An important presence, Shim Changmin.
Thanks for the tip, ekin_hardy
Video: TohoDancoFighto + makirain + YUAERUBI
Credit: candy_swirlz@dbsg
Thanks god for this january! I feel so lucky and happy most of the time.
I started to doing exercise every morning and able to control my meal.:P
also my relation with ma frends, and anyway, today is the best! My frends & I hold a perthies mini gathering in dae jang keum resto.. Its really great! atlhough i was late cuz there was no train goin to armadale line even thornlie~! Idk why..= = So, i used bus which at the 1st time i took the wrong bus..so i was like goin around and around..= =
aigoo.. but im okay now, it's not too bad, juz wasting my time..
back to da mini gath, we talked a lot about wut happen wit jcs in sydney! then after that 5 of 8 girls had karaoke bfore we ended the gath and guess wat? There're a lot of tvxq songs!!!! japan even korean, from old until the new one! even the trick album! but there's no colors yet..>_<. it's alrite, i could sing until my voice was like grannie's.XDDD. I love perth now!! I love hit box! it's a japanese karaoke place i think..:p. cuz there's a japanese magazine and there's tohosinki wit sbu cover inside!!
finally i'm alive again now!! I feel like reborn! I mizz cassiopeia gath moment.. I mizz spazzing about tvxq..T3T
once again, thx jesus! i love u!!xD
tomorrow im goin to hv dimsum wit my cousins, im lazy..- - but i have to go~ they will think im weird if i prefer to stay at home..
Happy new year!
I hope in 2010, I will be happier than in 2009, my biggest whises
- Make TVXQ & cassiopeia wishes come true
- TVXQ can be united again & happy
- My family health & business
- My relation with my friends~
-My lovely dogs
- My self, school! i still not sure if i am going to take multimedia design in university.
Now, I want to tell about my new favourite things~ I just watched half of Heaven postman, and liking Han hyo joo more since shining inheritance.=)
I also love her photoshoot and clothes that she wore..XD
