Cassiopeia's Faith

Again~ a korean actor suicide or might be killed. =( Why this always happen to korean entertainers? i rarely know about park yong ha, i juz knew him from winter sonata. TT TT May him rest in peace~

here for further news :
http://www.koreaherald.com/national/Detail.jsp?newsMLId=20100630000044

Now, move on to HoMin, my model mate..=(
2 days ago I found a pict of changmin was in the shooting place of his upcoming drama. He was sitting on rooftop!lol. I just like it~ he's so cute..XD

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another pictures of his endorsement, dont u think he's getting sexier and hotter?lol. I mean look at his muscle,wew~

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Then, changmin on airplane!lol. This cassie who took d photo is so lucky..my biggest wishes is to meet him and be on d same airplane.huahua.. too bad there's no way he come to perth or indonesia.=(. he looks happy there, nee?=) im glad.

Unseen pic of Changmin @ the gym. When i looked at this pict, i said cool man!haha.. cassies r surey everywhere.:p. Looking at wat he's recently doing to his body right now makes me wanna doing the same thing! fighting!!=D btw he's so sexy there,huaaa..every girl would wish to be the trainer.lol


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Anyway, WHEN WILL PARADISE RANCH airing?!DD=
It's already june dude! until when they want to postponed it and make me and other cassies esp changmin fans waiting for another years!?=(( even Beautiful love, yoohchun's dorama is on aired.><. *sigh*

Move to yunho~ i wont talk a lot bout him, sorry.hehe.
congratulation to the leader for his upcoming musical -> 'Gong' the musical version of gong drama i think.
I saw some pictures of fan gift for him, like usual, awesome gifts.XD. Wish him the best and luck, good now he has work to do.xD

Back to my beloved boys~=) TVXQ!
Firstly, before going deeper about yesterday concert @ tokyo dome, i would like to say that I MISS HOMIN very much!! TT TT~

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Ok, yoochun's hairstyle might make u said,"wow~ he likes to show off his forehead".XD i miss his wide forehead.huahua.. and his hairstyle reminds me of changmin's hairstyle in the previous concert.=(
They r hot here plus with their sweating and muscle.XD.

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and the last goes to Jaejoong!XD I love his coat!omg~ in this winter, it must be very warm.xD. too bad i already bought a coat 2 weeks ago.=( it's so hard to find the long one like jj's.><.

The first time i read JYJ 1st concert i started crying AGAIN, in such a long time I cried over them, finally i shed tears again.
I couldn't stop my tears after i watched the fancam junsu was crying while singing something about goodbye in the middle of the song. Nongie said they sang it special for their friends, who else beside homin whom they might miss so much for now?=(
Just now, i looked at soompi to know more about yesterday concert, and still the three of them were crying at the end of the concert. Here are some fan accounts:

onetvxqforums Saying goodbye now. Jae bit his lip in order not to cry but he ended up crying so hard, he had to use hand to cover his mouth.

onetvxqforums Yoochun holding back his tears, Junsu's also crying. (via @linhkawaii)

onetvxqforums Jae was crying even on his way to backstage. JYJ Thanksgiving Live has ended. (via @linhkawaii)

onetvxqforums Something random that they said "A journey ended. New journey is starting." (via @linhkawaii)

@teefahneee: my heart shatters just watching those tears being held back or running down their cheeks. them choking in tears makes me want to cry aloud..

source: Twitter

Fanaccount Day 2:

Im so emotional right now but i will try to tell you as much as i can. Today was as good as yesterday. Not much different. A few of the times when the spoke was different. The only major difference was the very end. after the boys performed the last song they spoke some more and i knew it was something relatively important/serious because everyone got really quiet and many fans started crying. i myself started crying. you could see tears in the boys eyes, but they managed not to shed them. later, after their finals bows, jaejoong was getting off the stage and heading to the backstage and that is when he started crying really hard. hand over mouth, red eyes. my spot today was on the floor but behind the main stage, and i couldnt see the other 3 branch stages. had to look at the screen or watch the trios backs/butts most of the time. but it was still amazing to see the boys and hear them. i seriously cant stress enough how amazing the are on stage. definitely born to perform. i had a couple of japanese english students guide me through one of the major shrines in tokyo and we thru a coin and prayed/wished for something. my wish was that the boys be healthy, happy, and continue to do what they love to do..sing and perform, whether it be as 3 or as 5, ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH! I love you TVXQ, all the memebers and the group as a whole. I will never forget the last two days and the emotion and energy you bring to the stage. I will work hard so that i can see you perform live again. AKTF

c: swisschoco @soompi

I wish i can saw the 3 of em crying with fans.><. but i haven't found it yet. I juz found a pict of junsu crying 3 days ago~but i won't post it here.hehe.. i dunno if avex already deleted some fancams on youtube, but anyone who wants to watch the fancam may search utube.XD. Btw, about this concert like i told above about my feelings, i really don't know how to put up. Umm... When i heard about JYJ were going to held thanksgiving concert, i was really upset because there'll be just the 3 of them, and where's homin??TT TT. So, i just have two different thoughts about it, it could be that they just wanna meet and keep in touch with fans, dont want to make fans are waiting and might forget tvxq? or they want to make a further trio group? I know the 2nd one seems harsh but i couldn't help not to think of it anymore.

I really curious of their real feelings although some cassies said they believe in JYJ and will keep waiting for tvxq comeback while the others are just ignore it and don't want really believe in them. Its so hard for me to make own decision, my thought just dont want to choose one of them, so sometimes i support them and sometimes i do not. Thats my personality that mostly doesn't have my own thoughts beside thinking the same like the two different thoughts.>0<. so confusing, nee? I wonder if HoMin were watching those fancams or not, or they might be pray for JYJ and curious what were they doing and so on.=(.again I wish i can know wat are they doing now.huahua *looks like stalker,huh*:p. The next post, imma talk about changmin!! spazzing about him again since like a hundred yearss!!lol *exaggerating*

Holiday is coming! Im free now, but my heart still feels at ease.- -. I don't know yet if I have passed design in context or not.=( But I have to be sure that I will pass!=p. I want to always believe in faith of what i will face in the future by what i read from 'secret' book.
So, what are my plans for holiday now? First, im going too make future diary!huahua.. i know it seems lame, but i just want to have fun and believe those moments will come true.=) Next, im going to do insanity workout and make a journal of it!i juz wanna try hope it'll help to shape my body and gain my ideal weight.=p. Wish me luck!and if im able to do it well and have a good result, i will surely write them here. for those who wants to lose ur weight, let's do this together in healthy ways!=). My fav quote for now, 'I'm not FAT, but I'm not in the size that I wanted'. xD

I wanna more about photography, but I dont want to be so serious at it.lol. I just wanna do that as my hobby, this started since I have to buy slr digital camera for photography class and take some photos for the project assignments. and Guess what, all my captures are sucks!X3. Especially when i printed out them, it shows the difference being on the photo paper than digital image, I feel like there are just the best 2 out of 26 photos!= =. I feel like dont wanna take serious about photography, because if i do that it'll just make me hurt.lol.
Alright, imma stop blabbering so much, here are my captures for the assignment which i took them from fremantle, studio class, and my house' backside.















c: photos taken by me

For those who are searching for a good comedy romance dorama & also want to see school life thingy, watch Mei-chan no shitjusi ! OMG..I fell in love wit that dorama! If you read the story of the dorama, you might think what's this all about, it sounds ridiculous or something, don't mind with it. It's really a great drama ever for me in this year!XD. Im lazy to write about the story, i'll just write about what i feel of that drama. I really love the male main character there, hiro mizushima is really my favourite japan actor for now.hehe.. He's such a handsome,gentle,young and his charisma is so different than others, especially when he plays his role as a butler in that drama.XD. Im also juz realized that the female main character has been played in proposal daisakusen as main character best friend. *sorry i forgot the name*lol.
I almost finish watch it in 2 days, and after this im going to watch the 2 last episodes! this's really worth it to watch, and if u like 2 watch streaming videos on mysoju, u can see the rating of this drama is the highest!coz it's so rare for me to see a lot of high ratings dorama except korean and taiwan.= =.
That's all!=DD

Random title~lol. It feels like a year *actually juz 3-5 months* i haven't update my blog.;p. btw, I really no have idea about some comments in my blog. For those who did that, please.. R they spams?O_o. Listen, I CANNOT speak either write MANDARIN, wo pu ze taooo *i don't know*! u can know juz look at my pin yin.= =.. so please, if u want to give comment, ENGLISH pleasee..ok?!?><

Now, back to what i want to blabbing about here.
My 3 weeks holiday has begun, and I still don't have a lot of plans what am i gonna do in this holiday. Tomorrow's plan I will just go to city wit my cousins perhaps and print some photos for my photography folio. Finally, Im able to use SLR camera better than before *of course i will*haha.. I bought slr coz there isnt any other option to use my ordinary digital camera for photography class. But im quiet happy wit it coz i like to take picture, tho im not good at it.XD.
umm..okay.not interesting enough for me to read it again. I'll juz write my lately activities in another post.lol

This's dedicated for my best friend eva! Her dad just passed away 3 days ago... I feel so sad.. I was really shock at that time, coz I've been with her dad bfore, we went together to waterboom and I stayed at her house. Her dad is such amazing father. He's so nice and funny.. I like her dad! I know that she loves him so much, she always proud of him. But, there's no one who can change the past.. We have to face the reality although it does feel really horrible. ;(
R.I.P him *my dad's friend*. Hope he can rest peacefully beside jesus christ and still seeing his family from heaven.=)

So, my friend, I do feel sorry until now. If i remember it, i always have teary-eyed and when i pray for u and your family sometimes I cry..bcause I know what you feel right now.. I don't know what will happen to me if that's happen to my family. I'm worried about you. ><. But, I know, among all my besties, you're the most though one, you can think positively and rarely to get stressed. I know you can take care of yourself, so you will also take care of your mom and brother for your father.

You know, I'm always here beside you *not physically*, like I always pray for you and the other friends also. *I swear*
So, i hope you will not change~ you will always be a cheerful girl, a laughable one, besties who always take care of me every time I'm sad and not in good mood. I'm afraid you will be affected and change into someone i don't know..because usually people who depressed will change their personality so easily. But, I have a feeling you will not be like that.=))
Remember, that your dad always there seeing you although you will not notice it..and he will be happy there when you're still the same like he always be there for you before , you're his only beloved daughter. All your friends always support you and be there for you, so don't be sad anymore, okay?
When I meet you, I want to see you smile happily again..i want you to have a good time.
Be though! be happy always! I love and miss you so much...

“Good friends are like stars.... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there”



your besties,
Chrezz~

Well, something new! this's time is not Changmin~lol..coz he's still busy of his shooting.. I saw changmin photos in airport when they *homin* went to japan, but he looked skinner..i'm so sad..;( so, i dont want to share it here..I hope he will take care of himself and eat a lot while 'jaejoong hyung' is not there *beside him* to feed him up. :(
so, i want to share of new jaejoong and junsu's musical performance. =)
I think Jaejoong wanna do a big change.ckck.. this's great enough, but i prefer him with black or dark hair colour.

and ya know! the boot he wore are woman's and from aussie and new zealand, it's a famous brand and so expensive. I might buy it later while saving my money.huahua..XD btw, i want his bag either!! >< ahh jeje always fashionable~



and xiahzart is coming!! This's so cool, I got shivering watching it.hehe.. Im and surely cassiopeia r so proud of u junchan~ good job kamo butt.hehe.. :P

^ I know the title kinda weird, but it's a reality. 2 days ago I went to korean mart to buy 2 solreim for my friends. When I came, there're 2 boys, 1 girl. The guy greeted me 'annyeong haseo' *they thought me korean for the 2nd time, and actually I want to answer 'annyeong', but i juz nodded a bit and whisper hello.lol. I'm shy.. :p. Then when I wanted to pay for my things, the girl asked me in korean if i want to use plastic or not, because i've been asked like dat last time and i said 'sorry?' :P *actually i wanted to say "sorry im korean,but i cant speak korean".lol wat a liar*XD. then she said sorry and translated in english.
SO!! for the 2nd time i know wat it means and i juz shake my head and whisper no. then she told me the amount i should pay *in korean of course*, because i already know how much they are, i juz gave the money, and she gave the change to me while saying 'kamsahamnida'. Then, when I was gonna leave, im whisper and say kamsahamnida, *im sure she didnt hear it*XD.
ROFL. It's so fun for me!XD. I feel bad coz I didnt honest, and I didnt answer in korean.. i shud answered 'andwe or sumting that means 'no''.lmao~
Well, last time the other girls always know that im not korean, she sure has a great eyes.haha..XD. but for the 2 last time, they really think im korean.XD.cool.huakaka..
I don't know for next time, i want to ask someone to accompany me, coz im shy to go there.lollol

Long time no come here cuz ive a lot of things to do this month,, although today is not really goin well, i hv to still go on until the last omnth and ready for holiday! so hwaiting for me!XD

I mizz changmin so badly.. ;(

[VIDEO] Changmin Supports His Hyungs

-> Tohoshinki - The Secret Code Live at Tokyo Dome - Kiss The Baby Sky

Watch 2:45 onward. Changmin supports Yoochun's high notes.


Translation
When his hyungs are in a difficult spot, the youngest steps out to support them.
On DBSK's 4th comeback stage, all the members caught a cold, on that day Jaejoong's condition was the most serious. Now please watch Changmin.
Jaejoong who is affected by his cold is finding it hard to sing. Changmin is watching him worriedly.
Once his part is over, he turns to watch Jaejoong again.
He continues to watch Jaejoong to make sure he's okay.
During the adlib part, Changmin watches Jaejoong struggle with the notes and watches him worriedly. Even though Jaejoong sings well, Changmin still seems to be unsettled and worried.

2007.11.16 THSK is performing Forever Love. On that day, everyone was down with a cold again. It was hard on all of them once again, but Junsu particularly was hit the hardest.
Once again, observe Changmin.
Changmin who is watching Junsu from time to time.
When Junsu has to hit his high notes, his voice sounds like he is struggling.
Changmin continues to watch over Junsu.
Suddenly, he raises his mike and follows Junsu's high notes.
(@1.46, OMG I never even noticed although I've watched this performance tens of times. Compared this with the original Forever Love performance in Bigeast and this is supposed to be Junsu's solo.)
Changmin is still worried and keeps continues watching Junsu.
Listen to it one more time, Changmin's voice is supporting Junsu's.

YH: our youngest, changmin. actually although we joke around a lot, changmin has the deepest thoughts in thsk, and he knows how to manage and support this hyungs well.

There are times where Changmin displays his charm as the youngest but there are also times that he is as mature as his hyungs. Your thoughts are always the deepest; one whom THSK cannot do without. An important presence, Shim Changmin.

Thanks for the tip, ekin_hardy
Video: TohoDancoFighto + makirain + YUAERUBI
Credit: candy_swirlz@dbsg

Thanks god for this january! I feel so lucky and happy most of the time.
I started to doing exercise every morning and able to control my meal.:P
also my relation with ma frends, and anyway, today is the best! My frends & I hold a perthies mini gathering in dae jang keum resto.. Its really great! atlhough i was late cuz there was no train goin to armadale line even thornlie~! Idk why..= = So, i used bus which at the 1st time i took the wrong bus..so i was like goin around and around..= =
aigoo.. but im okay now, it's not too bad, juz wasting my time..

back to da mini gath, we talked a lot about wut happen wit jcs in sydney! then after that 5 of 8 girls had karaoke bfore we ended the gath and guess wat? There're a lot of tvxq songs!!!! japan even korean, from old until the new one! even the trick album! but there's no colors yet..>_<. it's alrite, i could sing until my voice was like grannie's.XDDD. I love perth now!! I love hit box! it's a japanese karaoke place i think..:p. cuz there's a japanese magazine and there's tohosinki wit sbu cover inside!!
finally i'm alive again now!! I feel like reborn! I mizz cassiopeia gath moment.. I mizz spazzing about tvxq..T3T
once again, thx jesus! i love u!!xD

tomorrow im goin to hv dimsum wit my cousins, im lazy..- - but i have to go~ they will think im weird if i prefer to stay at home..

Happy new year!
I hope in 2010, I will be happier than in 2009, my biggest whises
- Make TVXQ & cassiopeia wishes come true
- TVXQ can be united again & happy
- My family health & business
- My relation with my friends~
-My lovely dogs
- My self, school! i still not sure if i am going to take multimedia design in university.

Now, I want to tell about my new favourite things~ I just watched half of Heaven postman, and liking Han hyo joo more since shining inheritance.=)
I also love her photoshoot and clothes that she wore..XD